I have this fear. Yet I have this passion. So now I'm letting go of the fear and writing about the passion.
Woo. Give me a sec. Ok. Here goes all.
My passion is relationships. To see healthy and whole relationships. The funnest - yes, I just said that and I'm told (by me) that I can since it is my blog and all - topic is DATING. Yep. I love talking, reading, writing, thinking, and talking some more about dating & marrying well.
The fear: As a 30-ish singleton I will be a spinster for life. By talking about marrying I will avoid marriage all together. Then again, I have inspiration in my life. Most recent is Ally Spotts and her now fiancé Darrell Vesterfelt. Ally talked about singleness...and is now getting married! I thought to myself, "ok, if she can do it" then I can do it. Plus, Darrell had some great male posts on her site about relationships. I'd been thinking of asking them how to get started, but I was scared. Then the craziest thing happen. They showed up in my small town and the coffee shop I was drinking my latte at. They were my singleton "idols", okay people it's in quotes so don't worry.
I did go over and say "hi". But that was about it. I was all trying to be nonchalant about meeting them. I knew within myself that I just had to put myself out here in the WWW.
So...here I am.
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